Read past (like “past” past) messages I thought I already got rid of.
Old friend’s messages dated April 24, 2012. I deleted those along time ago and I hoped, along with the memories. But somehow, I read some earlier this morning, I don’t know how (divine intervention maybe) or why.
Felt ambivalent. Nostalgic. They brought me back to how it was 2 years ago; to how we were 2 years ago. Reviving feelings I’ve been trying to kill for over a year now. Reminding me of how it feels to be loved for the first time and that I’m not over it just yet. :(
joke. HAHAHAHAHA. Bullcheese andrama. Sa susunod di ko na ii-insert sa ibang phone tong sim ko. ‘Yan kasi, ‘yan tuloy. pero medyo kinilig ako nun, imissyoudaw eh. hahahahahaha. Bullcheese.
I’m sorry T_T
Hahaha. Hello miss na maganda. (ang sarap lang rin sa pakiramdam na may nambobola sayo eh. hahaha) ^_^
I still want you. And I still hope, even to the slightest, that we’d end up together again. A delusion I’ve been holding on to. And I don’t think I’m ready to wake up from it just yet.